December 2010
78 posts
Yesterday, today and tomorrow.
The day before yesterday, I missed you. Yesterday I missed you. Today, I miss you and it seems like every day that comes I just miss you more and more. Tomorrow, ill miss you more than I do today.
How can you even miss someone that’s not yours? Apparently you can and I’m okay about always missing you. I just hope that this feeling isint forever because its tiring.
“Distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It’s for those who...”
– Dennis
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Shoot
Mom: kaleanna, what does love mean
*kale looks at me*
Kale: it means heartache, right mom? (Confused face)
“I need to open a new chapter of my life and close the rest, start fresh.”
– Myself
“When a heart breaks, it doesn’t break even.”
“On a bad day, A quick hug, a quick kiss, or someone to talk to, makes all the...”
– DeeJay (via deejayloveee)
This and that
There is always a fuckin but, I’m over it. Gtfo k?
“You win some, you lose some.”
“What’s right now, we will never know if it’ll be forever so we worry...”
– Me
Numero dos
I missssh my beh & the rest of my famjam.
2 days in van almost feels like enough but not really, only because this time I didn’t come by myself or with my gfrangs, I came with my fam. Which is most definitely nice because it seems like forever we had family time but just not the same down here without the behs or just myself wandering the streets of vancity.
My hearts definitely in two...
Haaaalaaarious gfrang
Riz: HAHAHAHA r u drunk in that picture?
Me: hahahaha ya, can you tell?
Riz: Hahaha oh yeah haha
Riz: just a little lol
Me: Hahahahahha eyes shut eh
Riz: Yeah and then the guys eyes r so big
Me: ahahahahahhaha ya
Me: That's how pppl know when I'm drunk
Me: my eyes are shuttin
Riz: Lol greatttt indicator haha
Me: Fooooooor suuuure ahaahah
“She’s a dime but that guys blind.”
“so far, yet its so close.”
Distance makes the heart grow fonder.
someone once said to me “distance makes the heart grow fonder” and for awhile i believed it. after everything that has happened to me in the last year and a half my thoughts completely changed just because that didn’t exactly seem to be the case. in some sense it does make sense, i can definitely vouch for that but even now i still have a hard time believing it.
ive seen some...
“All that matters is right now.”
– Me
Vancouver boundddd finally. Love it here, love the rain, love the atmosphere but maaaan its fucccken early & I’ve had 2 hrs of sleep, not to mention I almost missed the flight, something I’m good at doing ahahahahhahah
I never ever want to fly with kale ever again, worst experience ever. Maybe its cause she isint feeling well but fuck it was torture! Soo happy to finallly be...
Gtfooooo
YVR in one hour, cya in a weeeeek everyone :)
Its forever
Tonight, was good. Very necessary and much needed. Wasn’t very long but it was enough to say it made me miss my cousins a ton.
My baby cousin kris drives now, my other baby cousin finally has a steady job & shay/eric are still the same, love it.
Nights like these I never want to end. Nothing is thicker than blood, no matter the distants or amount of time we haven’t spoken or...
“Shit happens, nothing lasts forever. Its not suppose too.”
“I’m not tryna run your life, that’s why I’m not nobodys wife.”
– Melanie fiona
im leaaaaavin on a jet plaaane
BOOOOKED& DONE.
vancccccccouver w/ my ma step dad & kaleanna. too excited that its vancouver.
well actually i have mixed feeelings but fuckk it, its vancouver! love that place way to much to be nervous about anything or worried about nothing. it should be an interesting time, hopefullly a good one also. i get to see my famjam in surrey so im pretty excited for that, feels like its been...
I am seriously loving old photos right now. So killer, so many good and bad times with people that have come & gone. Whatever though, pictures don’t change just the people in them you know.
Today was a boring day, no work yet again cause my kiddy is still sick but today was better than the last couple days. I got 2 hrs a sleep so it was hard for me to stay awake at all today!
Dinner...
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“Good or bad, when things went wrong in my world and I just needed to get away,...”
Stfu
One of the most stressful things ever is when someone is yelling ” what do you want me to do ” at you. Like shut up, I won’t you to just shut up and stop yelling.
Its 5am and I haven’t slept cause my kiddie isint feeling well so onto my 3rd day off work, I’m prob gonna lose my job. & I just want my mom to stfup this morning.
I’m getting sick, sick.
A distant, painful but in some way relieving memory.
Everyday I feel different about it, about you but it will always be that way, that’s just how much I care about you.
Everytime you ask me “why me ashley? Why? What’s so great about me?”. Really it has nothing to do with being “great” because your really not all that great, esp too me. Well at some point...
Breathe
No sleep for me I’m too busy trying to forget. Every single time I ask myself the same thing after, ” what am I doing to myself? “.
“What if I kissed you right now…
would it bring us any closer
take a weight...”
– Drake
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TRUESAY
i seriously live for nights with my bestfriend even if we dont do much. love you beh forever and always my twin you’ll be.
rooooooooofuckinmantic!
Shuuuut up
Just wanna let everyone know, I love you. Thanks, bye! Aaahahahaha
“I’m not the type to get my heart broken, I’m not the type to get...”
– Rihanna
Us girls are just right messed you know?
Sitting here after the movie with my beh just talking about how fucked up girls are especially us but who cares.
Does a guy ever really know what the fuck a girl is talking about? Cause if I were a guy I would not understand what us girls are REALLY trying to say & there is always some underlying meaning behind what we say and what we really mean.
...
“Sometimes life has a way of moving you past hopes and wants”
– Tron, my friend.
Love my bestfriends
Vin: is it 3D already
Me: I think its 3D already, put ur glasses on. Piggie said so. I dunno ask her.
* vin and piggie lean over to talk to * eachother
Piggie: their sitting over there
Vin: ooooohhhhhhhhh its 3D on that side of the screen
All of us: ahahahahhahhaaaahahahahhahahahahahhahaha
Nobody said life was going to easy but nobody said life was going to be hard either. I guess that’s a part of life and growing up right?
Christmas is seriously right around the corner and new years is too follow.
The year is almost up and I can pretty much say I have done a lot, been through a lot and experienced a lot, especially with growing up and people coming, going. Do I have any...
“Act like a Lady, think like a Boss ;)”