I am trying this new thing, well actually I have BEEN trying this new thing for years. Its called, living a happy and healthy life. I cant say that it has been an easy road but what I can say is that I know I have come to a better place with everything in my life, especially myself.
Ya, times are hard right now but atleast its a battle against myself and not with anyone else. That I am thankful for because we all know i don’t do well with having to fight with the people I care about.
Nonetheless, I am so incredibly blessed to have such a supportive and loving daughter/family/friends. I could not do it without them.
Because we are never too far behind eachother.
I am forever grateful for the people in my life. I would forever be more grateful if those that AREN’T in my life would keep their damn nose out of my business.
Because sometimes, all the “talking” just gets tiring.
Even when it’s all you have.
And the bigger picture? We’ll the bigger picture is sometimes you are just so drained from “talking” that all you want is to know you will be going home to your loved one, cuddling up to them, bugging them, kissing them, laying with them or even just sitting next to them.
The sad part? When two people are so far apart, you can’t even be bothered to let yourself even think about it because you know at this moment, it’s not even physically possible.
When you’ve reached THAT point, that is when you know it has become so tough. The only logical thing to do now is to accept that they are where they are, you are where you are and continue on with your lives, hoping that everything will work themselves out.
Our future is so bright, the picture is so clear but we are nowhere near. So blessed that we’ve agreed that neither of us is going anywhere, regardless how difficult this Journey may be.
But really, Who knew that all this would be so difficult?
Cause when the time is right, you’ll be here.