Because sometimes, all the “talking” just gets tiring.
Even when it’s all you have.
And the bigger picture? We’ll the bigger picture is sometimes you are just so drained from “talking” that all you want is to know you will be going home to your loved one, cuddling up to them, bugging them, kissing them, laying with them or even just sitting next to them.
The sad part? When two people are so far apart, you can’t even be bothered to let yourself even think about it because you know at this moment, it’s not even physically possible.
When you’ve reached THAT point, that is when you know it has become so tough. The only logical thing to do now is to accept that they are where they are, you are where you are and continue on with your lives, hoping that everything will work themselves out.
Our future is so bright, the picture is so clear but we are nowhere near. So blessed that we’ve agreed that neither of us is going anywhere, regardless how difficult this Journey may be.
But really, Who knew that all this would be so difficult?
Cause when the time is right, you’ll be here.
I feel like I constantly have to be strong and patient.
I also feel like I have been constantly trying to be strong and patient for years.
It is physically and emotionally exhausting. I am, exhausted.